Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Ode to Coffee

Coffee you are my bestie
You wake me up when I am sleepy
So that I can study my pathology
You make sure that my eyes aren’t droopy
Like a dude with Horner’s syndrome-y
Without you my life would be so empty
Because I would be struggling constantly
To stay awake to groan and moan
Over my Godd**n pharmacology
So thank you coffee for making life easier
For making me an addict so dear
That needed to rhyme I fear
Which explains the lame ode here!!!

rofl.sorry I had to put you all through that. Sometimes, I get an attack of acute lameness and then, everyone else has to suffer as well. hard to believe i'm a med studdent, innit?

New Song

no title yet.

there's a place deep inside me
that'll forever remain empty
coz i've given so much of me
that i can't seem to gain back

all my life, i've strived to your word
climbing higher, growing taller
my hands reach out to grasp
for a star that'll never shine for me

what will i do when i fall
from this road that i can't call my own?
what will you do when i go?
when i try to follow my own voice?
what will it take for you?
to see me in all my truth?
beneath the lies that i am
that i've told to be the one you want

dreams that burn so brightly
for others, don't come to me easily
because all my life i've told myself
that you won't love me for myself

i need to learn how to be
the person that i am inside
without the fear that you leave in me
that i would never be good enough

Tired

Soooooooooooo tired...todays paper was HORRIBLE!!!!!
God, i hope everyone did badly and they lower the passing mark enough that i pass...i CANNOT FAIL!!!!!!!!urgh.why am i working soooooo hard and getting back so little?

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Just Do It!!

one day before my biatch exam...well i've studied as best as i can, as much as i can...going all for it today. i just want to pass..i cannot fail since my parents and sister are back from canada and they'll be going home in august.i MUST pass!!!and i will.last day, do as much as i can as fast as i can. God help me remember.
loves.

Friday, June 26, 2009

STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so effed up....I HATE THIS COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so screwed.

King Of Pop

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

stressed...again
i dont know why i'm doing medicine
its not like i'm a brilliant student
yes i can pass exams...that doesnt prove anything...all it says is that i have the ability to take in information and vomit it out when its needed
i dont have the passion for this anymore
i dont think i ever did
i think lost passion is sad...and doing what u have no passion for, is even sadder.